anticipating malcontent

I visited Berry the other day, and now I'm beyond disappointed in my own home. I don't feel like its my own house anymore. I don't want to go to work. I don't want to wake up. I just want to go to college. I'm miserable.
I'm in love with the people. I'm in love with the campus. I'm in love with my new job there. I just want to leave here.
I also met someone there. I want to tell that person that I want to be there best friend. Like I just want to be close to them. You ever met someone that you just admire? and you just want them to think you're cool as well? Not like romantically, just friend-wise, I have too much romance with Zacky-poo as it is.

I wore this the other day just wandering around campus.