Sunday, April 29, 2012

I have great hopes that we shall love each other all our lives as much as if we had never married at all. Lord Byron

Let me put something straight here, I am a very cynical person...obviously. But I have the background of a romantic. I love the fantasy behind marriage and children and the dog...yada yada yada, but I am not going to suggest the happy ever after ending is for everyone. I feel that happily ever after can happen to anyone willing to work towards happiness. But I have found that recently I've been really angsty and pessimistic. So this post is dedicated to all things Persephone Harris dreams about romantically.

I want three little blonde blue eyed children. 1 girl 2 boys or 2 boys 1 girl.


I do not under any circumstances want a diamond ring, I want a vintage pearl ring. Pearls are harder to make, and when taken away from the oyster, devastating.
I want my wedding reception either in an old abandoned house dilapidated by ivy and time or a pecan orchard. If possible both.

But most importantly I want 3 kittens, a cymric, a lambkin, and a scottish fold.
A cymric kitten

A Scottish Fold
A lambkin

A free society is one where it is safe to be unpopular. Adlai E. Stevenson

Theres been a lot going on. with hairspray and such....but just so you know....there are some mean people in the world.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Right actions in the future are the best apologies for bad actions in the past. Tryon Edwards

Sorry I have not posted this week! I am absurdly busy with my production of Hairspray,the vigorous mental exercise that is schoolwork, and my relationship with my darling boyfriend. Not to mention I turned 18 last week! Hoorah! legality! So this week I will post everyday....I promise.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Artists like cats; soldiers like dogs. Desmond Morris

Well Yesterday was beautiful! I went down to look and play with these newborn kittens and saw my best friend!My heart was stolen by the little runt kitten. I want her. I need her. I shall take her to college with me. My outfit was rather attractive. Comfy khaki slouchy pants with my favorite black blazer with a lace cami. I wore 5 inch black heels and my forever 21 pendants. My hair was in a top knot and had electric purple eyeliner. I was hoping my makeup would contrast my minimalist look.
Its so tiny!!!!
my new favorite photo of myself... that is cola

If You wanted more of my little photogenic creature





Kiss me and you will see how important I am. Sylvia Plath


There is a hesitant breath before a first kiss. Whether it is the giddy excitement before an inaugural embrace or the fear associated with sharing a familiar lip caress with a fresh new person, there is always a gasp.
This short second is the actress waiting behind the wings, hearing the distant whispers of the audience. It is the moment a writer places his hands on his typewriter glancing on the blank paper. It is the captured ion of time when a killer stares into his prey’s eyes, and sees white desperation surrounding dark pupils.
This breath is the magic behind a kiss. This embrace is too simple to be anything more. What sorcery could possibly be in two pink fleshy lips interlocking? What enchantment is behind the serpentine paths of tongues? And what could ever be mystical about the gentle wet nipping of teeth? There is no spark in the mechanics of a kiss. None.
Today’s world puts too much emphasis on the choreography of this embrace. How far open our mouths should be, how much tongue should be involved, where our hands should be, etc. etc. A kiss has been lowered into a barbaric swap of saliva, much like the distasteful gossip between middle school girls. It has become a vulgar matter with such deteriorating phrases like: kiss my ass, making out, and snogging. People are made uncomfortable when couples even kiss in public, not because of the privacy issue, but how sexually charged the kiss has become.
A kiss should be the sharing of breath, of soul, of feeling. It starts with a single glance, a bond between two eyes. No touching involved. No clear intentions. It is a mystery but the single most important bond two people can share. The black pupils make an invisible iron thread from lover to lover, that grows tighter with every second. Than after the two have officially met, and it grows more clear that there is a connection, one reaches out their hand to the other. A handshake, a hand hold, a clasp between palms, that’s all that’s needed. The soul rushes through the veins and pounds through the palms, rushing towards their new companion. The soul and its mate are separated by skin and bone and meat. That is followed by more touching, a hug, an embrace, a desperate grasp around the others body. The electricity pounds harder for release from its physical prison. And finally there is release, through a single breath shared from human being to human being.
Words fade away here. All that can ever be said to one man to another can be told through this silence. The soul clings to the carbon monoxide molecules released through our lungs, brought to us from our hearts, that comes from our blood, that flows through our very beings. And that soul is then given to our counter, and our counter to us.Our past,present, future,ambitions, fears ,doubts, lies, truths, faiths, religions, lusts ,loves, hatreds, insecurities, and confidences are served on our lips, and our mate devours all this but chooses what he/she wants to taste.
If his kiss doesn't leave her breathless, drowning will
One simple kiss, if done right and effectively, can move one to tears of awe. And a simple kiss, if done wrong and deceitfully, can crush the other to the point of emotional suicide.

Friday, April 13, 2012

The pen is the tongue of the mind. Miguel de Cervantes

Here is a short story I wrote:


There she stood in an ivory satin gown. A lace and mesh veil covered her heavily made-up face. Her hair was curled in a sweeping updo, shining like the polished wood on a pine coffin.

My what a beautiful bride you’ll be!

Her steps were slow, and she took her time. She was methodical in the way the hem of her dress grazed every inch of the aisle. He looked impatient. She looked hesitant.

Like the breath before a first love’s kiss.

There was a short pause where her father handed her away. An inexistant snarl was on the bride’s father’s face.  There was a moment of strategizing and reconsideration.

Like the moment before an enemy’s fist.



His hand was hard and cold against hers. Foreign was the right word, a stranger’s hand was holding her own. Somewhere in the midst of time did a beloved’s hand, turn alien with repeated use.

If the stars should appear but one night every thousand years how man would marvel and stare. –Ralph Waldo Emerson

And it astonished her how well she knew those hands, but how much uncertainty in their behaviors were. The same hands that brushed tears away, had brought those same tears to her face. 

It’s not your fault you lost your luster. I’m sorry I have to do this, but you brought it upon yourself.

Now he was placing eternity on her finger. Suddenly her slim digit had become weighted with forever. She reciprocated, as she was instructed to do. She know knew that his fist would be heavier now, more painful, and more permenant. She also realized that her own weight would slow her down and leave her defenseless. 

I have bound myself to Mount Kaukasos and sharpened your beak.

He then kissed her. His saliva was formaldyhyde, just like every previous peck. With every brush of his lips, she grew increasingly indifferent to life. Her blood was drained and replaced with toxin. Even if she tried to escape, her kiss was desperate for more.

Giving up smoking is the easiest thing in the world. I know because I've done it thousands of times .-Mark Twain

Once she left, and her mouth was starving for an impossible wholeness. Many a man would give her his kiss, hoping to fulfill her hunger. And in the process of helping, they were poisoned by the arsenic left on her lips. Many a man would give her their hearts, but what worth is a heart without blood.

The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread. -
Mother Teresa

She walked arm and arm with him down the aisle.  He was her very own coffin, custom made for her. She was home now. 




Thursday, April 12, 2012

Many a small thing has been made large by the right kind of advertising. Mark Twain

I myself am at 4'11. Yes there are many a short joke here and there, but with some research I have learned that being short isn't such a sticky wicket! There are many beautiful petite women out there! My favorites include:

jada
Jada Pinkett-Smith – 5 feet tall
lucy liu
Lucy Liu – 5’2″
Nicki Minaj – 5’2″

Eva Longoria – 5’1″
5’3″ Raquel Welch

Reese Witherspoon- 5'2
Christina Aguilera- 5'2

When in Rome, do as you done in Milledgeville. Flannery O'Connor

Today I am visiting one of my favorite short story writer's homes! Flannery O'Conner the queen of southern gothic literature. I shall have lunch in Milledgeville and enjoy the historic town with my dearest mother. My outfit today is a kelly green shirt dress, black tights, and black oxfords. My makeup I left very nice and natural looking with pink cheeks and pink lips and smudged brown eyeliner.


My kelly green shirt dress
my favorite patent leather black oxfords. Every girl should own a pair

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

“I love the confidence that makeup gives me.” ― Tyra Banks


I started to think about what to do for tonight's post, and decided to show you a daring, dark makeup that I myself have trouble going out in public with. Its kind of my makeup confidence dare. I normally wear very little makeup, you see. To go out in public screaming out for attention to my face like this is an anxiety attack waiting to happen. So I decided to show it here first. Then when I gain the courage, I will find an excuse to wear this smokey eye and plum lipstick combo. Probably on a night out dancing with complete strangers who won't judge.
A darker look for really special occasions... or when you are  wondering what to put on your new blog.



Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Dressing up. People just don't do it anymore. We have to change that. John Galliano

Why Hello! For my first post, I will put some pictures of my Senior Prom on the here. My dashing date and I were outside of my darling friend's house. I was hoping to give you a good glimpse of me at my best looking, but more importantly, best-feeling. The funny thing about a night like this, although you are dressed to the "t's" you still get self conscious whether or not you have it right. I definitely think I look beautiful in the pictures, but that night my friend and I had a nervous debate of what all was wrong with our outfits. Which brings up a question, are we more nervous about what we look like when we put effort in our appearance, or when we do not put any effort at all?
My Date "opening" the car door for me



Another of the darling couple

We are walking into the sunset, or until the path ends... or until we are told to stop.

A Slight glimpse of my heels as the wind billows my chiffon dress. Isn't that a gorgeous Caddie?