And this is how the world ends.

Masquerade pics. I felt beautiful. I will share more and tell the full story later...

Reinventing Myself

I need to change. I just do. First thing I need is to change my style. My hair I want to make it look like I've been having sex for 8 straight hours...because apparently I do that.





































THEN THERE'S THE MAKEUP. I WANT TO TRY A RED LIP EVERY DAY. JUST TO SEE IF I COULD DO  IT

I Hope this will pick up my mood. Maybe with my glasses and my style it will look like Parisian Secretary gone rogue. Which is what I've always wanted to be.

Leaving my Legacy

I've been having a change come within me. I feel that something great will come out of my soul...Like a deep dark work of art will spill out of my fingers...



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I like perfume. Here are my favorites:

Dead Writers:
. This blend evokes the feeling of sitting in an old library chair paging through yellowed copies of Hemingway, Shakespeare, Fitzgerald, Poe, and more. The Dead Writers blend makes you want to put on a kettle of black tea and curl up with your favorite book.. This bottle contains black tea, vetiver, clove, musk, vanilla, heliotrope, and tobacco

Play Red:

Red Mandarin, Safraleinem, Pink Peppercorns, Red Cherry Accord, Geranium, Cinnamon, Osmanthus, Myrrh, Balsam of Tolu.

Cake or DIe:
 When you -must- have your cake or die! Decadent buttercream frosting and vanilla cake with a touch of spice over a darkened amber base

My absolute favorite:

Tea with Watson

Take a break from adventuring and stop at 221 Baker Street for awhile. White tea, delicious yellow cake, and a dash of cream caramel with a lingering background of light tobacco and bay rum. It smells just like a tea party at Holmes and Watson's flat! This is a balanced unisex fragrance inspired by the world of Sherlock Holmes

We have no Life, but you will after you watch this!

Love Questions with two single ladies.

I Want You. I Want You So Bad.

Please Baby just one last kiss

Sexual Exploration 

brought to you by Hayes and Alex

EWWW GROSS MAN! I don't like ya like that.

Well just let me cradle your face in my hands

No! I'm not into you like that

C'mon baby its just on the cheek as friends.

Let's change the topic.I'm not comfortable with this anymore

Airplanes

May I just go on a rant about how I adore Local Natives. Favorite Band (alongside Noah and The Whale of course!) 

This music video isn't the official one...but it has Frank Sinatra in it ;)

So tonight, I am going out on a Speed dating thing. KiKi and Alex are making me go. 

HOWEVER

 There is a Jandy's Frozen Yogurt gift card for the best dressed girl and guy. Guess what lil Miss Heather will try and win?

You know I love me some ice cream/frozen yogurt :)
Oh and I won wearing an old prom dress which I dressed down with my black blazer and black flats. I'm sorry I don't have a picture of this but here is the prom dress:

Knowing your Limits

So this is me and KiKi at the Great Gala... Ain't we hot? It was a Great Gatsby inspired party. I fell in love with the wrong book and KiKi wore the wrong shoes. I ended up leaving early due to an anxiety attack because of so many damn people. Then I drowned my sorrows in e e cummings. This has become a recurring theme.

i like my body when it is with your

body. It is so quite new a thing.

Muscles better and nerves more.

i like your body. i like what it does,

i like its hows. i like to feel the spine

of your body and its bones, and the trembling

-firm-smooth ness and which i will

again and again and again

kiss, i like kissing this and that of your,

i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz

of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes

over parting flesh….And eyes big love-crumbs,

and possibly i like the thrill

of under me you so quite new

~e.e. cummings

I probably need to find a less erotic poet... but I love him too much. Here is a drawing that he did as well

Honey Boo Boo and other Ghosts of my Past

Who knew college took halloween so serious??? For Halloween festivities I am having to dress up probably four different times. 

Once for an Improv Show

Once for a Costume contest/Halloween Dance that Berry is throwing

Once for a Shorter Halloween formal

and finally once for *ahem* a more *ahem* adult party....

So I have compiled a small collage of different costume ideas...Its beautiful.

Hamming it Up: Caution there may be Adult Content

Wanna Go Out with Me?
No? Then Fuck You!
So KiKi and I have been talking, and we are done with men. Just sick of em.
We are  tired of games and that bullshit. If you like us, like us. If you don't thats fine just don't be in between and don't be embarrassed.... For right now my man is Jon Hamm.
He's my hubbie:

From Rookie

                                                                     From Funny or Die

I know its terrible, but I find this scene sooooo decadently sexy. I understand how bad it is, but it just makes my knees quake.

Now this is my favorite Mad Men scene ever.

Night Visions

College is Awesome. Yesterday Kiara and I walked downtown and sat in front of a church.Okay so last night-early this morning, I went out with a great close guy friend, Jack.  We had delicious creamsicle drinks, watched rap battles, he smoked blacks while I listened to them crackle, and I forced him to cuddle with me. It was a good night.
Today has been even better!
Due to a late night/early morning... I slept in till 3 in the evening. So great. Oh so great.

Then I held my friend's hand while she got her nose pierced. Piercings have become a recurring theme in my life.
We also went to a vintage clothing store. I bought a beautiful evening dress for an upcoming formal.
The next post will reveal the beauty of it I promise.

100th Birthday

100th post right here. Guess what I got? a double cartilage piercing. supah sweet.

Its wonderful.

Pussy Queen

Okay so to explain the title, while on a walmart run, me and couple of friends found a wicked sweet shirt that has a kitty cat with a tiara on it. I put it on and called myself the pussy queen. Thus my new alter-ego. I'm catching up with Nicki Minaj on that. 

Above I rocked the red lipstick for a Ben Rector concert with friends. It was fun even if I don't dig his music. I felt really pretty, and it was nice.

BELOW is what we did tonight. Me and Alex Moon sang karaoke, This little cutie below sang Party Rock Anthem and even danced.

 due to my pain medication high, Alex and I sang Summer Loving. We are sexy singing beasts.

Here is the dance that killed my achilles tendon. Wait have I told you about that? I ripped my Achilles tendon. It is a minor tear, but i'm on crutches for 6 weeks followed by physical therapy. It sucks but I learned things, and I have a new appreciation for my limbs. 

This is a dance I was choreographing and caused the rip. 

well I love you all. unless I don't. but we'll work on it. ;)

Junebug

Sorry I've been away. College has been busy.
I just wanted to thank all rocks on the earth for being there. Rocks are the beginning and thats what we will all end up as. The rock is the most understated matter in this earth. Rocks are admired for their eternal shine and glisten, the symbol of an everlasting marriage. But the most honest metaphor is the rock underneath our feet, it holds us up even when we think we are walking unaccompanied. It is giving us support and cradling the weight of a billion others,not only that, but sustaining the energy and tenacity to hold itself up as well. Oh Dammit Granite! I love you!